So I started writing this entry... had to request the desktop version of the website midway through... and it's all deleted! Great!! From the top I guess lol.

On an aside, doing this on my phone sucks so bad. I really wish I had a netbook, or a low profile laptop, or something. Not just for coding but for writing, it feels so much better. Something to consider for the future, I guess.

Anyways I got to Trinidad Sunday morning, was stuck tending to my little cousins at my nani's house during a prayers I thankfully didn't need to participate in. Got to call one of my friends for the majority of the time I was there though, which was really fun, we were picking out future engagement rings n' stuff for the hell of it.

Monday was also uneventful, that's the day I flew to Tobago with my parents and some of my dad's friends. Tuesday though, Tuesday was something! We got on a glass-bottom boat to like... go to the middle of the ocean so we could go in the water? I don't really understand the point. But I also can't swim and going in the water is like priming my dysphoria to be extra shitty to me that day so I was the only person who stayed on the boat... as it started to sink!! That was fun lol. I also evolved my Eevee, Via, into an Espeon that night! I'm so freaking happy about that it took her 47 levels. Defeated Clair too, so now I just need to go to the Dragon's Den, get my gym badge, and take on the Elite Four! At least I think that's all I have to do [not including the post-game]... I'm not entirely sure.

Besides that I also made myself a weekly schedule to follow when school starts. It includes times to eat, do homework, excersize so I can get my body in a state I want it before I start transitioning, time to practice art, and of course time for my website :3. I really think I need it, especially after my junior year. I used to consider myself smart and I know that some people probably still see me that way -- least I hope they do -- but I crashed so hard. It's a story for another day, really. I just know I want to do better, and this is the start of that! My only hope is that my family doesn't get in the way of my planning as per usual - or make fun of me for excersizing, or trying to improve my diet.

I remember the first time I had a salad... you know why? They don't let me forget it! It's not even like it's my favorite food [despite the Strawberry Poppyseed Chicken one from Panera being sooo good] but they kept laughing about me eating it I feel weird buying it now. It's funny to me how I've been warned of peer pressure coming from friends, but I feel my family does it the most to me, especially at beaches. They get so annoyed when I choose not to go into the water and try so many things just to get me in! I don't get it.

Regardless, I just wanna do better for myself, something I really hope to achieve come my first day of senior year... Which is a week away. I still have to do my AP Physics summer work. Yay-

It's not like it's hard? I hope it isn't. Far as I remember I just need to make flashcards, do a math packet, and complete chapter one of a Textbook/Workbook thingy. That last part is what I'm loathing. I can do it though, I have hope.

I get back home Monday, probably won't update anything til then. I do wanna change the font on here, and update the way different entries are displayed. Besides that I have ideas for the shrines landing page, two of the shrines themselves, and not much else... Gotta think on that.